I'm broken ..

I get hurt over and over again.. Even just a small case I hurt :'( Reason? you guy should know.. I'm crying.. With my blurr eyess I type this post.. Hey man! You should know I can get hurt easily I love to think a lot of useless stuff Don't let me don't know what are you doing please I will just simply think a lot.. Do you know that? If I'm upsad or something else.. One word.. only one word from you I will turn happy and did't get angry.. Just by hearing your voice.. I really really can feel save.. I guess you never know.. You never know what I'm thinking right? I know.. I ask you that are you never think of me? Are you really care about that me like or dislike? You always do things that on your mind 1st.. Follow your heart.. Then soon just think of me.. Just soon think that I dislike you do that kind of thing.. and then say sorry and so on.. You know that I never really mad with you.. I never want to lost you.. You know that so that you don't really care my feeling is it? just say sorry to she then she sure will forgive me.. Is this that on your mind? I don't know.. I wait for your replay.. I hope that you answer me that you really care about me but you did't.. Silence is the only thing from you.. I end up the call and wait for you replay atleast a word.. maybe that you fall asleep or you don;t really want to replay the annoying me.. Silence all time long.. Silence mean that I have tell the truth isit? You don't really care about me.. Now I get to know that what are you really want for.. Someone say that in a relationship the one who first fall in love deeply is always the loser when the other know that you really love he/she then he/she will start to not appreciate you.. because he/she know that you always be there for him/her.. yeahh.. I'm the loser.. I always know that.. I never won when I'm really in love.. Always the loser.. I admit it.. I'm a loser and I'm totally a fool when I get in love truthly.. I'm a fool.. I simply forgive him.. even though I'm really mad about it.. but when he talk to me and say sorry to me I just simply forgive and forget the unhappy things.. You know that I good in forgetting.. hey.. now you know that I can be "pujuk" easily.. will you become more and more don't care about me? I hope that no.. Hey byee I'm tired for crying from the minute we end up the call until now.. I'm still crying.. I told before I easily cry when the things related to him.. I gonna to sleep I hope that sleep can stop my tears.. I love you bii now and always I hope you feel the same too.. :') Hope that I can have some gooddream and take away my sadness.. :'( hope soo.. I hard to get a dream.. if get it also always a baddream.. Put on my fake smile and ready to face the fake world and human Nytee..

:')

♥ A.I ♥