♥ Quotes -- Somethings I want to tell

 Alvin plus Icole equal to A.I ♥

Which mean 爱 - love in chinese :)

Love is in the air ,  in our heart :)

I may not be the perfect girl in this world ,

but I can be your perfect wife who will give you nothing 

but my life , my heart , my soul , my world and my everything :)

A guy and a girl can be friends .

But sooner or later one will fall for the other . 

Maybe too early , maybe too late , but maybe ..

just maybe forever . 

Just like us laogong ,

From friend till couple and it will be forever :)

A person who loves you doesn't leave you hanging ,

he'll find ways to be with you :) 

Just like he do ♥ 

You can ask my eyes to stop looking at you ..
You can ask my heart to stop beating ..
You can ask my imagination to stop dreaming about you ..
You can ask my brain to stop thinking about you ..
You can ask me anything .. 

But please do not ever ask me to stop loving you :')

I wanna be the reason for the smile on your face

and that one girl in your life who can never be replaced ..

If I could give you one thing in life , 

I would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes ,

only then would you realize how special you are to me :')

 I love having this one special person who can make you smile when your at your worst , 

who can make you laugh just by saying 'I love you' ,

who can kiss you when he wants ,

who can tell you you're beautiful , 

who can give you the best butterflies , 

and who you know will always be here for you .

And that was you , My dearest laogong :) ♥

5 deadly terms by a women :
1. Fine 

- this is the word used to end an argument when she knows she is RIGHT & YOU need to SHUT UP.
2. Nothing - means SOMETHING & you need to be worried.
3. Go ahead- this is a dare, not permission, do NOT do it.
4. Whatever - is a woman's way of saying SCREW YOU.
5. That's oukay - she is thinking long & hard on HOW & WHEN you will pay for your mistakes

Soo Get it? Hhaha Beware laogong :D

Love is when you can't be apart from someone for too long .

We did can't right? Feel like hell went get apart :')

Please don't be in love with someone else . 

I'm afraid .. :'(

:'( Sad .. Touch ..
Am I going be like this if laogong left me? Hopefully not .. :'(

Love .. ♥ :')   

That was ..
Alvin Josua Tay Hahahaa :D

 ♥ his smell :)

A very special smell that I dnt knw Hehehee

Nobody is worth your tears . 

Cause the boy who really loves you , would never let you cry .

Hugs :) ♥ 

Damn damn damn damn ! I really freakin miss laogong ! :'( 

Miss his worm arm ..

I want to hug ! 

Don't you feel the same ? 

Hmmm ..

His mom getting me crazy enough ..

But what to do .. 

That was his mom ..
He say that he will never leave me alone :)
Take your promise and keep it laogong ..

Grr .. Thats all ..

Heart you blogger Heart you laogong :')

♥ A.I ♥

MusicVideo share by him ♥

Here are some MusicVideo that he share to me :)

Some are old song actually But I love it so much.! ♥

Enjoy this well :)

He say that this band not appear anymore ..

Is it? I dnt knw Hehehe If it's real then will be a waste

They were really an awesome band :)

I love the melody of this song

aand ofcourse the lyric too :)

This song gve me a feeling of young , dream and hope

He tell me that :

"You Always Be My Thunder"

♥ laogong.! Muakk! :')

Just simply ♥ this.!

Awesome band Awesome melody and Awesome lyric :)

All of they song was like something 

"Hve a dream and catch it.!"

Hehehe I dnt knw why I feel like this 

but this was my feeling to this band 

Energy , Young and Soul :)

And lets talk about something beside music Can? Hehehee :)

After he got no phone and we cannot get contact : like I tell at the last post :

I love to cry .. I dnt knw I can cry a whole day before

I make a new record --- Cry for a whole day 

All I mean was not non-stop crying .. My eyes cannot use if I cry non-stop Hahaha

Lol oukay back to our talk ..

I love to cry .. 

Every time I think about him my tears automaticly went out ..

I dnt knw the feeling of missing someone before ..

But now I know .. A bit bitter and your heart will get ache everytime I thinking about him and the moment we have together ..

besude that you will smile at your own when you think about him ..

Miss is a feeling that really hurt our mind and heart ..

But at the same time some happiness will come to me when thinking about his funny face and so on .. Hehehe :D

I feel and know the feeling of 

happy , sad , mad , heartache , sweet , bitter , miss , worry and so on ..

He have give me a lot ..

I bet he dnt knw that ..

He really have give me a lot ..

Things that can touch and see ..

but most of the feeling of love .. 

I'm really thanks and apperciate that god have send him to my life 

I love you Alvin Josua Tay .! 

Mmmmuakkkkkkkk! Muakk! Muakkk! Muakkk! 

Heheheh :D Biggest hug and kiss to you my dear laogong :)

Stay happy always I dnt want a sad laogong kay?

Take care well and always think of our promise 

Dnt ever forget it if not Hehehe *evil laugh* 

You should knw what will I do right? Hhehee :D

  

I hope that someday , somewhere ..

you put on the ring to my finger and say 

"I will always be with you no matter happy nor sad

rich nor poor I love you :)"

Then I will surely say that ..

 I Do. :)

People always think that when you sleep together, 
there’s always something that is happening in between the sheets and the bed ..
But let me tell you, it’s not always like that ..
The feeling of actually hugging each other until you fall asleep,
the warmth of each other’s breath, 
and the total happiness in the morning when you wake up right beside them ..
Everything may sound so good to be true, 
but sometimes it takes a lot of responsibility 
and love to be able to be as wholesome as possible. 
Sleeping with your special someone is one
of the most heartwarming experiences you’ll ever have. 
No nothing , 
simply hugging and smiling yourself to sleep .. 

 Meaningful :) Just share this from somewhere .. Love it.! :)

♥ A.I ♥ 

 

Thinking, Be strong.! :)

Lets talk about yesterday Like usual hang out with my bestian and dearest laogong :) I went out with a really good mod . Find him at his second home -- XTR watch him play dota with his serious face let me tell you guys when he play-ing his computer game he is not longer as Alvin Josua Tay anymore he exchange to Mr. AlSS.! Mean serious + scary Hhahahah This is because he really focus on his game Hehehe *evil laugh* lets me show you guys his serious face :D

Tadaaaa.! here is it Hhhee laogong sabar3 jgan mrah xD

really serious right? and a bit scary Hhhee >.<

Then wait.. wait.. and wait he finish his "last game" I dnt knw that last game really take a long time Hhaha Not scold-ing you ahh laogong Hhehee So then me and Felicia - my bestian i say that. went to library to gve back the book that she hve borrow Then after that we back to XTR He present me a bear that he keep a long time I guess because that bear have his smell Hhhee I love it.! :) And I name bearbear as Alvin Heheheee 

Alvin really cutee right? 

"He" company all the time when I miss laogong Hhehe

Then and then we when to eat Hhhee At the restorant that we went usualy Hhehe 

Here some picture take by Felicia :)

Drinks :)

Cehh Laogong get shy?! Wahahhhaaaa xD

Cuteee one I mean laogong not me Hhhee

laugh at? Dnt knw Haahaha

Hah? What does he saw? Funny face Hahaha

He: Hermm?

Me: Just smile :D

XD Hahaha

Me: Yerr O.o Hahaha 

Dnt cry I will treat you well XD Hahahaa

Bully-ing Hhehe

Yerr Same same Ugly face Serii.! Hhaha

Laogong cutee cutee.! Heheee 

Lol No comment. Hhaha

:P He always say that my tongue "sharp" 

I dnt knw lahh Hahahaa

He: Hmm.. What are she looking at? Hhaha

Lol Kay I knw I'm really ugly but who caree Hhahaa

Hhahahaha Enjoy his food well xD

Me look like wanna cry Hahaaa

Sooo thats all Hhehe and ..

Ohh yaaa let me introduce my bestian

Geng3 Her name Felicia. The beauty girl :)

After we have our lunch, because of no more place to stay so we went to G-mart Heheheee

Looking and go around to spend our time Hehehee Then he have bought something to me ..

Colour-ing book :) Hhehehe 

So that I won't get bored when he cannot text me.. 

Ohh yaaa I haven't tell yet right? His phone take by his father at that morning .. Cannot text and calling anymore Sad :'( Then it's time to Fel to go home .. Start raining that time .. And when raining start and felicia went home .. My goodluck or goodmod went away .. Me and him decide to spend our time at XTR but then .. his mom call me .. how shock am I that time .. She found my phone number from laogong simcard .. She ask me that did laogong get meet with me? and she want to meet me to talk about something .. I hve lie to her .. I'm nothing about meet with laogong mom actually .. But laogong dnt want me to meet her .. Laogong scare that his mom will scold at me .. Hm .. I dnt knw what to do anymore .. Let god decide it .. and then my sister text me to bought something to her .. So I ask laogong to go and bought with me I want to forget about his mom problem for a while .. Raining that time and he have keep me away from the rain but he own get wet Hahaa He really a sweet guy and I will never forget that moment even though it's really terrible to walk in the rain Actually I hate walk in the rain but with him I love it.! I love the way he protect me Hehehe :D Then went back home and then ask him to take a sit at my home Then I ask my sister if them want to go out to take their lunch or else Laogong really cuteee when we take our lunch or teabreak for me and laogong Hhehe Really super damn cute.! Become silence and laogong face turn red easily Hahaahah Howww cuteeeee >.< Love it love it love it ! Heheheee Then we went to XTR again Hhaha After a wgile sister them decide to change place to online So they left us And then happy moment always short .. I have to back home .. I'm really sad .. really really sad .. My tears when out when laogong send me to meet up with my sister .. I'm really sad .. I hate seperate .. Even a while .. I can text and call laogong when I get to miss you .. But now .. cannot get contact with him .. to mee really a hell .. Today morning .. I check my phone and hope that laogong text Morning laopoo.! like usual .. I hope that all was my dream I have something wrong on my mind .. No one have take away laogong phone .. I hope that miracle happen .. A whole day .. I feel like I did't have my heart my soul .. I have nothing to do .. I keep my eye on the computer screen all day long .. I afaird that when I hve nothing cross to my mind I will think about you and my tears won't be able to stop .. I'm really happy that can chat with you even for a while .. Laogong take care yourself well kay? Promise me .. Eat at time and find something to do so that laogong won't get attack with the feeling of sad .. Be strong.! This was only a easy test that god have given to us so that our relation will get stronger :') I love you Take care well please Grrr I hate that myself did't strong enough .. Always tears when I'm thinking about you .. Just like now .. Fuhhh stupid meee .. I promise that I will become stronger and will finish that colouring book that I have promise :) I will never break the promise Trust me :) Laogong must not forgot your promise to mee to yahh or not I will kill you.! Hahahaa >.< Muakkkk! Biggest hug and kiss to laogong Hehehe Take care well and will miss you always :) 

Even we have miss our child time 

but .. lets be in love from now till death kay? :')

let's walk together

      stay together

    be together

and .. grow old together :)

I love u ..
I miss u ..
I think I can't live without you ..
  love together, respect each other ..

:)

I always bite him.! Hahahaahaaa 

Poor him always get bite by me  Hahahaa

Ohhh xdapa xdapaaa Syangg laogonggg.! Hehee

♥ Heart you laogong Heart you blogger ♥

♥ A.I ♥

Such a long time.. Update.! ♥

How long we been together.? 3months? or over? I dnt actually knw.. He already run into my life <3 I guess I knw him well.. Well like I say I guess Why do I say like this? Ask me? Because sometimes I really dnt get what was on his mind What was he thinking.. Sometimes like a child Sometimes like a mature guy I guess I'm nothing much to him.. I hve do nothing to him NOTHING I wish I can do something to him Well just wish.. I think too much Tears too much but at the end It was only a small case to him Fuhh Oukay from nw I promise to myself I will make sure that what I'm think of are real or not but not only simply think too much Thats was stupid seriously Oukay all I want to say was Alvin Josua Tay I'm Sorry So Sorry Sorry that I cant be prefect Sorry I always not there be with you when you need Sorry for everything Sorry I wish I wish so much I wish everyday that you won't leave me Can I wish for this? Can I? You were a part of my life now.. Seriously a part of my life I dnt knw how to smile without you I dnt knw how to breath in life without you I knw that I hve too much imprefect and I knw that your patient not really much But can you please try your best to be patient with me? I dnt how to fix my heart Can you lend me a hand? Help me fix my heart It just need laogong some feeling of love and care to fix them Can? :')  And I want laogong to believe You were the first that make me in love and you were the last for sure I want laogong to believe I love you more than anything I love you more than I can say Like I say before Love cant be describe by word I love you now and always Laogong <3 Muakkk! Biggest hug and kiss to you.! ;D

Picture :)

 I always think about this. Laogong must be handsome when cooking.! Hehe

Cnt stop even if I tried and I dnt want to stop it :')

Jeleousy Sweet Muakk :*

Wanna a happy life? First learn this :)

 Hhaha It's really dumb when you angry with someone

but he make you smile and he did . >.<

Listen to my heart and you will hear :

" Me own by you, Alvin Tay. "

 

Never forget you and dnt want to forget :'(

Forget, forget the past.. :(

*sweet*  Love to spend time with you even doing nothing :)

A boy VS Real man

♥ Super sweet 

 And I found one :)

Everything will be oukay :)

 Will you?

Just simplely ♥ this

 Laogong are prefect to me No matter you trust me or not

but you are prefect to me :)

Hahaha Sweet :) 

What kind of look from outside the one always was the most prefect to him ♥

 Make your only one everyday :)

:3 ♥ 

Girls understand this :)

Totally right It's really hard :'(

I use my heart see it :)

His own way ♥ 

All of these just to make our relationship stronger

 Cutee Hehe :D

It's amazing 

Ohh yeahh I knw right nw :)

 Hohoho Guess soo

 I love you, only you  :*

Always like this and I cnt tell that it's the hardest moment.

I hate that when you need me and I cnt do anything for you..

I hope we can be like this :)

:'(

Sometimes, I may say 

" I'm just a girl.. a simple girl that not strong enough like I show.. "

I love him very much ♥ 

 Best relationship :)

 ♥ A.I ♥