Update for this few months :)

Hye hye! ;D Suchh a longgg time didn't update ehh. are you guy going well? hehe. erm.. actually I didn't have much to type. So let's just go through my life by picture :)

Here was some photo that i decide to share with Mr.Blogger but I don't . hehe .

 

 Anybody Mormon here? :)

 yea, let me introduce this little thing name .. Luilui! hehe

 a mini size turtle and is a shy shy girl . hehe .

Beats earphone . quite good :)

me! Short and Fat kan? haha . who care ;P

 left side was my dady and the right side is my brother! Look alike? haha .

 :)

 haha . Just IF laogong can do all this ;)

 see ? hehe .

I have download a app name Love Calculator .

and this is the result by using erm.. different way . hehe 

   This I'm using we both full name . hehe

 

                                                                                                      This I'm using our main name . :)

     This I test using our first name . ;D

 This is what I say if we didn't have something else to talk let's keep silence . 

Silence also a sweet moment because although we don't talk but  

we can still feel each other :)

 are we? hehe :*

 Sometimes when we get fight , I do feel like this .

But then I know why , it's bacause of Love :)

nahhh . laogong see this? This is what I always say about .

Below are the thing that I do yesterday night :)

 while waiting for my precious busy laogong finish his job ,

because of I'm really boring .. so then I decide to clean up my room . hehe

I chabge the bedset . look nice? hehe

 

 and then , laogong still not yet msg . 

so I work for my nail treatment . haha >.<

( and he msg while I'm doing this ) 

Then and then , it's time to sleep :) 

Goodnyte laogong , slepwell and sweetdream! muahhh . hehe

and now ..

laogong went to 'mandi laut' with his couson and leave me alone :( 

humph! *sad sad* 

haha . but nevermind lah . sometimes we still need some time for ourself :)

so my job next after I finish update my blog is ..

continue with my lappy! hehee

Ohhh wait .. before date with my lappy I almost forget 

I have a date with my beautiful mommy!

hehe . got to go now . see ya my blog visiter! hehe

will update my blog when I'm free . hehe :D 

be happy ya all! ;D

lastly .. 

heart you Mr.Blogger and heart you too laogong! :* :)
 

 ♥ A.I ♥

Growing stronger :)

hye all! long time did't update .. forgive me Mr Blogger :) I hve go through a really hard time .. sad , stress , wanna die , pain , sick and much more .. but i go through that all :) yeaaa I'M STRONG AND I KNOW IT haha >.<" reading back my blog .. I get that .. I'm a coward .. i did't brave to read my blog .. whatthefish right? i will cry if i read that all .. beep beep .. dahhh .. i don't knw what to type actually haha! and yeaa I'm growing stronger and so do my relationship with my laogong :) hehe i will upload my zoom in face! haha

                                                                                                                  

                        


                               ♥ A.I ♥

Cannot stand strong ..

I dnt knw what have happen.. I dnt knw where are he going.. almost a whole day did't talk.. I really cnt take it anymore.. my heart like broke into a thousand piece.. he never like this before.. even that I did't talk with him, mad at him, scold him.. he still will talk to me.. but today.. he did't.. I wait for him.. even did't eat anything.. but he did't talk with me or even look at me.. even once.. I hope he talk to me.. he never let me back home alone.. but today.. without telling me a word or leaving a msg where he is going.. or what the thing that important for him so he need to go first.. nothing he say.. I'm scared.. I cannot feel him today.. I feel like our heart far apart.. I think he is not with me anymore.. his heart his soul.. gone.. far away from me.. I feel it.. so I ask to broke up with him.. I cannot stand with a relation that have no feeling no love inside.. atlast.. I knw what there have a lot people die because of love and seperate.. it's really painful.. it's more and more painful compare with the hurt outside.. heart.. broke to a thounsand peace.. did you guy have feel this before? for me.. this is the first time I feel like this.. really pain.. really.. my tears start from school.. I dnt want to be ask by other.. I try very hard to force my tears to stop.. very hard.. and I fail.. I cry.. without notice by anyone.. even him.. I dnt feel like hungry.. but I force myself to eat something.. a bite.. then I have no mod anymore.. I think about him.. my tears fall down when I'm eating.. cannot stop.. I love him so much.. so much.. but I will let him free.. he is not belong with me.. no use to keep him by myside without his heart with me.. that will make him hurt and hurt me too.. I though that I can stand strong.. I though that I'm strong.. but I'm a loser.. I'm week if thing come by love and him.. tears still like water falling non stop.. even until now.. I wonder will I blind.. because I can feel that my eyes really dry and pain.. I dnt knw why can my tears can still falling down.. I'm sick.. I'm gonna to die.. I miss him.. I need him.. but he is not belong to me anymore.. he is gone.. knw this fact Icole.. he will not come to you anymore.. his care, his love are not belong to you anymore.. let me cry until I'm blind.. more good if can die.. or.. I'm already die.. my heart.. my soul.. have die..

 my tears.. still cannot stop.. I'm afraid that my family will worry about me..

I did't want any around me knw I'm sad and cry..

but my tears cannot stop..

I did't care if I'm blind..

but with this pair of eyes..

I'm afraid they will worry about me..

so I better to stay at my room for a whole day..

I did't care about eating nw.. 

I guess wont die without eating a day..

will went out when my tears stop and when my eye look normal..

I miss him .. :'(

♥ A.I ♥

Fun and Sweet ♥ :3

School time !

back to school ..

most happy was can get to meet 

with laogong every school day :)

share a picture that about me and laogong :3

actually we write about the things
that we know about each other :)
ahaahaaa
love this so much >.< ..

♥ A.I ♥