Move from old blog Post on 12 October 2011
I'm crying.. Really freakin love to cry especially when the thing related with him.. I force myself to stop my tears when I'm at school.. But when I get back home my tears automaticlly when downn.. I hurt him again.. did't wait for him when we walk back.. he ask me to walk with him.. but I did't do ittt.. I wanted to walk with him but at that moment feel like have a huge stone placce at my heart.. I cannot breath.. Just a little bit more.. I'm sure that I will cry badly in front of him.. Just a little bit more.. Fuckin hate the coward me.. did't brave enough to face the reality.. I act nothing in front of human.. my heart actually hurt badly.. Do someone know the sadness behind my fake smile..?.. I wonder.. Put on the mask and move on Icole! :') I cannot trust anyone anymore.. I will only return to the real me when I'm with my family, him and yun.. Heart you Bii Heart you Blogger
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