picture and musicvidoe :) ♥

I have nothing much to say about today :) So I will just sharing some picture and few of my love song for today :) And yeaaa I'm in goodmod now :D

Below are some picture that my him share it with me :)

P.S : Some of them I have post it before :)

Guess sooo. Right? Hhhee

 Huhue Love me before someone else do :')

You should know that :)

Hhaha Waiting you for doing all this to me XD Will you?

 Distant always not a problem for a true love :)

Hhaha. Really? Lol

Hoho. We get the other side of it XD

I can told you.. the truth it may stick on girl mind.. Forever :)

especially when the guy is her live one.

yeaa.. so more better be your own self :)

Hhhaaa Thats a true friend :')

</3 Sadly but truth :')

Pleaseee K?

There were always have the one that stupid enough :')

Hhaha As you know :)

Picture share to me by the other,

Really touching :'(

The Y was.. ofcourse him ♥ 

Musicvideo :)

This song know by my him ♥

This song know by a friend 

actually is her blog background song Hhhee

Falling Slowy, a song I love the most :)

The frames was the original singer of this song :)

I love Kris Allen version too :)

One of my love song too :)
The Blowers Daughter by Damien Rice ♥

Sadly lyric :'(

♥ A.I ♥

I'm broken ..

I get hurt over and over again.. Even just a small case I hurt :'( Reason? you guy should know.. I'm crying.. With my blurr eyess I type this post.. Hey man! You should know I can get hurt easily I love to think a lot of useless stuff Don't let me don't know what are you doing please I will just simply think a lot.. Do you know that? If I'm upsad or something else.. One word.. only one word from you I will turn happy and did't get angry.. Just by hearing your voice.. I really really can feel save.. I guess you never know.. You never know what I'm thinking right? I know.. I ask you that are you never think of me? Are you really care about that me like or dislike? You always do things that on your mind 1st.. Follow your heart.. Then soon just think of me.. Just soon think that I dislike you do that kind of thing.. and then say sorry and so on.. You know that I never really mad with you.. I never want to lost you.. You know that so that you don't really care my feeling is it? just say sorry to she then she sure will forgive me.. Is this that on your mind? I don't know.. I wait for your replay.. I hope that you answer me that you really care about me but you did't.. Silence is the only thing from you.. I end up the call and wait for you replay atleast a word.. maybe that you fall asleep or you don;t really want to replay the annoying me.. Silence all time long.. Silence mean that I have tell the truth isit? You don't really care about me.. Now I get to know that what are you really want for.. Someone say that in a relationship the one who first fall in love deeply is always the loser when the other know that you really love he/she then he/she will start to not appreciate you.. because he/she know that you always be there for him/her.. yeahh.. I'm the loser.. I always know that.. I never won when I'm really in love.. Always the loser.. I admit it.. I'm a loser and I'm totally a fool when I get in love truthly.. I'm a fool.. I simply forgive him.. even though I'm really mad about it.. but when he talk to me and say sorry to me I just simply forgive and forget the unhappy things.. You know that I good in forgetting.. hey.. now you know that I can be "pujuk" easily.. will you become more and more don't care about me? I hope that no.. Hey byee I'm tired for crying from the minute we end up the call until now.. I'm still crying.. I told before I easily cry when the things related to him.. I gonna to sleep I hope that sleep can stop my tears.. I love you bii now and always I hope you feel the same too.. :') Hope that I can have some gooddream and take away my sadness.. :'( hope soo.. I hard to get a dream.. if get it also always a baddream.. Put on my fake smile and ready to face the fake world and human Nytee..

:')

♥ A.I ♥

For today, My feeling with the man

Lets talk about today life.. I wake up late Seriously did't hear the alarm even once 06.20 like that wake by my mumyy and was like Whatdafish! I did't finish my revision for my examination.! Huhhhh Get losee -.- Thann get ready quickly and think about whatdafish! Almost forget today got a meet up between parents and school side Goshhh Whatdahell -.- Whatever lahh then I reach classroom and saw that my precious him sit infront my table wait for me I guess? And my heart was like *sweet* ♥ My mod turn good :3 then blablabla And I need to say was my paper today was like HELL No good or even oukey at all -.- Damn And and and I hurt him again :( Sorry laogong.. I get nervous and my heart bet faster and faster when he act cute infront of me Super Duper cutee facee plus zoom in dee I mean just infront of my eyes Ohh hell.! Really cuteeee >.< And you know.. when I get nervous I will say somethings that I did not mean to say it.. Soo I'm sorry once again laogong Forgive mee.. then I think about I suppost to get a scold by my parents when I reach home,, Scaryyy but mom and dady no yet reach home that time Soo than I think like maybe later I will get a scold.. Butt when they are home.. They did't talk about a word about the meeting..And like usualy they just ask something like eat yet? doing what? Ohh hell I know that they love me and did't want me to get hurt.. But I feel sorry to them... Its more good if their scold me or even punch me.. but they did't do so..I love my family and I love him.. Cannot lose both of them and did't want to lose.. What should I do? And then he tell me that his mom tell him that my dady dislike our relation and him.. I know that before.. parents never like their children to have a relation before they are mature enough.. What should I do? Kill myself? or just find someone that can divide me into two? Ohh goshhh I'm worry damn worry now because he did't replay my msg.. I don't what to do..But look at the clock I guess he fall asleep already.. Hope so Everythings please be fine to him and my mumyy dadyy sister and brother Hhaha What use I type that much but not just type the word family? Because.. My brother I mean my couson really super duper BAD.! I don't want to pray for him or ask for god to bless him You know he use his father house and go to bank 'pinjam' money Thats does't matter The matter isss he DID NOT PAY.! Now my uncle his father and mother have to move to friends house to live.. Whatdahell His father do anythings for him but he did't pay back and let his parents lose their house.. Useless him -.- Poor uncle :'( Be strong k.. Hm.. that is nothing much I can do so I can only pray for uncleeee Godbless Amen.. Oukey let go the sadness and here is some picture :)

Did I ever tell you? Your shoulder let me feel save ♥

Inside me, my heart you are located :)

 I won't let go, I mean it. Do you?

Be my man :')

The best date is with someone who can take you anywhere 

without touching anything but your heart ♥ :)

He did worth to me :')

I want you to want me Do you?

Sweet ♥

Remember this :) 

 I know I never be alone because you were always there :)

Don't cry for the past anymore, be strong Icole :')

I will always be there when you need :)

Yeaaa Right XD

 Yeahhh? Agree with thisss? Yes, I am.

Love is.. patient :) He always patient with me ♥ 

Understand and remember this always please

Agree.! :D

Lol but right.. Girls don't blame that another girl but get to know 

that if the guy love you enough he won't let his self stole by other :)

One more.. and then I'm gonna to sleep..

Find out four word from the below picture

The first four word you found may describe you :) 

Mine : Love , Courage , Peaceful and Loyal ♥

  
 ♥ A.I ♥

♥ Miss him, his voice his smell..

Heyyy yooo.. Its wednesday and we get one day off I mean holiday I did love holiday before I guess all of you love too But now.. after having him in my life.. I dislike holiday! Seriously that mean I cannot get to meet him.. Arggghhhhhh I miss him badly! Damn missss! Miss his voice his smile face his cute face his smell.. Grrr Miss all of him! Someone help meeeeeeee.. I'm gonna crazyyy If only don't get meet with him one day I feel like want to crazy.. How about the holiday from november to january? I cannot imagine that.. Really even just thinking of that I feel like I'm gonna to diee.. Ahhhh Damn damn damn Dislike holiday ehhhhhhh! And I'm afraid of tommorrow.. Really afraid freakin afraid.. I'm always think of tomorrow what will happen.. This morning I wake up and know that I'm crying in my dream.. My pillow full of my tears.. I never remember what I have dream.. But I bet my dream this time is because of tomorrow.. I wish I can know what happen tomorrow I hope nothing bad happen.. Please bless both of us.. I hope he won't get hurt and strong enough to face it.. It's not big deal for me.. but him I wish he will get a strong heart tomorrow.. face the problem with a really strong heart and smile face.. Laogong you need to know.. I will always be here for you no matter what happen.. Trust me and let we face it together! K? Be strong :) Love you now and forever ♥ 

Noo! I mean I've LOVE you since day one :')

My love will only prefect when you together with me :)

♥ A.I ♥ 

♥ Laogong.. please be strong for me.. :')

Laogong lets face all the problem with a strong heart k? If laogong turn week when I'm week too then who should stand on with our relationship? So we should strong enough to face it.. When I'm turning week please be there for me and when laogong turning week I will always be there for laogong :) When we cannot get meet with each other I hope laogong don't upsad.. Just be patient.. It is just a test from god to our relation We must face it with a strong heart k? :) And remember that I love your smile, when you are smiling I'm melting, seriously :D Really dislike the unhappy you I will upsad and worry when laogonng unhappy.. So be my happy Alvin always Muakk! Love youuu sooo much! ;)

I don't care what did their think about us, as long as we are together :)

I can't stop thinking like this.. 

No secret , No lies :)

Now you know :)

Just a little bit longer :'(

Love is less than 3 My heart are too 

small to place other things beside you :)

He is the best one for me :)

Sometimes I just need some understanding from you :)

YOU actually >.<"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 I know that my silence always killing you..
But trust me I really have no idea what should I tell and talk..
Forgive me..

♥ A.I ♥